I'm tired today - tired of getting up early, tired of the hot weather, tired of arguing with my husband over whether or not we keep the twig teepee trees that are broken, spider infested, dusty, tired of the traffic on the road, tired of people who don't have a perspective on their lives and children, tired of trying to figure out what to fix the guys in my house for dinner, tired of cooking good food only to have the guys complain that it wasn't steak, that there aren't any good cookies in the house, tired of worrying and trying to control things that I do not have the ability to control, like if my son is going to do okay in Algebra II with the hell bitch for a teacher. tired of worrying why my daughter is so tired...
Tired of my "H" key being stuck and having to take twice as long to type my little stupid blogs...
I'm cranky too!
I must be horribly hormonal! Ha, ha - H2!
Maybe I should have forced myself to go to the gym this morning. Okay, tomorrow I have Lorna's bike class and if that doesn't get the crap out of my body, nothing will.
I'm scared too - my classes start next week and I'm afraid (as I always am) that I won't get a damned thing the professors are trying to teach us...that I won't make straight "A's" because that's what us type "A" anal people have to do in order to feel successful - hope that's not too scary to others.
Solution: I think I will take my dog out, go to the grocery store, buy steaks, come home and have a nice big glass of Pinot Grigio!!!!!!!!!! Maybe shots of tequila!!!
Who knows - properly lubricated, all this shit may just take a back seat and maybe I will find something more important to become mentally absorbed in so I stop feeling like this. Maybe a little U2 video, especially with my vase of wine!
Here's to getting over being tired, SOON!!!
Nancy
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